I
thought I would wake up today and all of the upheaval of retiring
centrist Justice Anthony Kennedy would be just a nightmare. If Justice
Kennedy gave new hope to women's rights, to gays, to many others and as
an institutional check in favor of human rights then why in God's name
would he decide to retire in July? Could he not have waited just four
more months for an election of renewal? Democrats, perhaps, would have
retaken the Senate and even the House thereby negating Trump's ability
to nominate a right wing extremist justice to the highest court in the
land. Now there will be nowhere to take our legal cases of human rights
hope if tweet-storm-trooper-in-chief a/k/a draft evading General Bone
Spurs gets his way.
I feel like part of me has died. All that work for all those years
even before me for women's rights, for blacks and for all those who are
oppressed both here and around the world seems for naught. I feel like
Kennedy's retirement is a death sentence. The hundreds of protests
attended by hundreds of thousands of people and all the legal
maneuvering was for what -- to get an authoritarian misfit mentally ill
excuse for a human in the oval office to capture the most powerful
position on the planet changing life as we know it and not for
the better. Many will die because Trump has given license to the ever
so violent right wing extremist hate embedded in some sinews of this
nation to hurt, maim and kill those on the humanitarian left they
oppose. Health Insurance companies will revisit the preexisting
condition as a reason to deny one medical coverage, asylum here for
those in violent lands will be no more and it will be deemed okay to rip
children from mother's arms.
Trump
has also influenced dramatically international politics. Right wing
extremist fascist and fascist light groups in western Europe gain in
numbers. Germany, Italy, France, Britain and even some Scandinavian
nations, bulwarks of democracy, now have fascist powers who want to
upend those democracies some created after the death orgy of WWII where a
total of 80 million human beings lost their lives. What does the
number 80 million look like? It is inconceivable to imagine 80 million
deaths when one thinks of a ball park as holding merely 50,000 people.
Is this what we want to repeat yet again -- the fear of those years?
Our nation, saved by geography then, can no longer feel secure that it
will protect us now. It is a globalist world where nations that wish us
harm possess nuclear weaponry that can destroy us. Donald Trump is no
joke. He has won the presidency for his own personal enrichment
courtesy of the American taxpayer and flouting of the Constitutional
Emoluments Clause with conflicts of interest galore but those who
support him do not see it. The appeal of autocracy means that decisions
are easily made by one man no matter how horrifically inhumane to
vulnerable groups those decisions are. Trump means to take human rights
back, in reactionary form, to a Neanderthal era in this nation where
separate but unequal ruled for persons of color, where there was nowhere
to go for those whose sexual orientation was different from the norm;
suicide seemed the only option and where those who sought abortion did
so in filthy back rooms performed for the money by quacks where
infection was not unusal and women died of blood poisoning in large
numbers.
I
have never felt so sad, so down, so hopeless in my life. I am telling
myself I will regain the fight I once had. The stories in the press are
depressing. The Daily News edition sported a big headline entitled [profanity not printed -- use your imagination.]
I quickly clicked off of it because it is the way I feel and I do not
need reinforcement of that. Trump's Muslim ban I fear will create more
hatred and give extremist Muslims like ISIS just what they wanted, an
excuse to attack the west and the moderate Muslims, the ones we need,
will be silenced. This is what Trump's ideological instructor, Steve
Bannon has wanted -- a war between Islam (with nearly 2 billion Muslims)
and the west but now nuclear weaponry is in the mix. I keep hearing
FDR's words "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself" but I am,
despite those beautiful words, in fear now!